Come back, don't come back
After waking up suddenly, I pierced the window curtain, put a soft light on my eyes, pulled the blanket over my body, covered my head and tried to sleep again. Despite having a strong sense of sleep in one eye, the other eye seems to be unable to sleep. One
...... I kept my eyes open and saw the time with the mobile in my hand next to the pillow. The time was 10.30 in the morning.
What seemed to be just at this time. I can't remember exactly what to do at 10.30 in the morning. I have to do something around this time every day, but why don't I remember today? I thought maybe my mind was wrong, so I closed my eyes and dipped into the sea of thoughts. Yes, I remember what I had to do. I am happy to think, but I can't explain to anyone other than the one above how happy I will be after doing the work.
I have to start the day by listening to your voice first. I know your phone will switch on in less than 10 minutes at 11 o'clock. Even then, I know why I like to try on your phone from 10.30 just because of the fact that stars like you are crazy. Love you.
We started talking. This nonstop talk will continue till 2 pm. There will be a lot of messages, laughter, tears, happiness, sorrow and even the same thing a thousand times, get up from the bed and have a little mercy on the bed. I just silently digested the words and thought, you are created by the infinite glory of God. Will I ever be able to leave this Chanduta alone and go somewhere far away? Remember the words of that day?
Even today I could not come out of that meditative idea, thought. I still have to wait for this very moment. No matter how late I sleep at night, I wake up at this time. Check the phone and see if I make a phone call by mistake. Then maybe I will get a chance to talk. So I'm still waiting.